just for laugh a bit

well, the things that i wanna shared actually related to incident that happened this morning..
okay, well i kinda surprised when i met someone that i never expected too meet again all of a sudden, without any feeling that i'm gonna met him.


his name is Tanu, well we first met in the fren store.
he was the customer service that helped me to renew the sim card of my modem.
first time i saw him, kinda funny coz he's too good to be a customer service. LOL
but when he start to fix the problem that i'm having, i'm thinking that this job is suite him well coz he's good at it..


then i thought that he's an odd person who doesn't like to communicate with others, but i was wrong.
he was a humble man (he's older than me, and i guess he is wiser from me too). he talk to me a lot, and he's kinda friendly coz he laughed a lot too :)


well, he lived near my 'rented house', mine is in Tukad Citarum and he is in the tukad batanghari.
he asked me like 'what am i doing in bali? , what semester i am in college?'
and the question that i never forget is he's asking about Tegar (by that time, Tegar is the one that accompanied me to that store) and he's question is 'is that your boyfriend?'
LOL


then what happened today, early in the morning was...
I MET HIM IN MY WAY TO THE OFFICE >.<
and it's kinda cuteeee.
by that time i was riding motorcycle alone and does he..
when our motorcycle face to face, i looked at him, and he did the same..
i immediately recognize him, but the thing is i never thought that he is still recognizing me..
it was shown by the expression he made. kinda shock, but cute also :")
haha, this is an unexpected moment and, i really happy to see him,
well actually i kinda enthusiastic to be able to chat with him in another time.
but i don't know whether it's gonna be happened or not. 
we'll see :D

The Reality that Hurts

it's kinda hard to start the story,okay just say that you already know that my position is getting closer with Tiok. Before i have Geladi in Bali, he gave me a bracelet and say he only gave that for a special person in his life.

But the problems started to come when i was in Bali and he was in Solo..
it's lack of communication..
then there are time when i was asking bout what will gonna happen next time we met (it's like on September), that time i was so disappointed with his answer.
I need him to convince me to keep in this feeling until September, but it is not his answer :')

Then when i'm in the middle of this 'flat feeling', there were someone who took my sight. 
Someone that i think he's kinda mysterious, like there is something that i don't know about him, and if i may i wanna know about it.

first time i met that boy, it was the opening of Geladi. 
he was sitting right behind me, then wen i want to leaned on my chair, he was resting using my chair so by that time we made the first interaction. Then he asked for tissue to me because that time he catch a cold..
that is the first time and day i met him..

then at the night i was dreaming about him that we are gonna be in one team at geladi, and my dream was right. we are in the same division called FTTH (Fiber To The Home). then my interest started to grow more and more..

i don't understand why, but sumtimes i feel so comfortable when he's around, especially when we are doing the prayer together, i feel safe behind him.
then he always makes me laugh with his silly jokes, and his cute face when he fall asleep. and by the time i'm with him, i never think about my problems with Tiok..
i just think that, it will be nice if i can get closer with this mysterious boy, but i am not sure whether is it possible or not :')

ohiya there are some similarity between the mysterious boy with tiok..
first, they love photography
second, they birth year is the same (1991)
third, their birth month same ( him : 23 August , tiok 10 August)

and i don;t know why is it the same -m-