SEMUA INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA!!! HAHAHAII..

Y I'm in Looveee.. Y

wat a wonderful night..!!!

wont forget bout yesterday lah, Wednesday 30 des 2009 at 8pm..

i feel like wanna ; the moment when i have with him!! XDXD

hmm, actually this the 2nd time..

hehehe, a simple things but just like a miracle for me.

ARIEL OFFER ME A RIDE FOR THE SECOND TIME!! LOL, simple things rite?

but, i feels so happy XDXD

after being so stressfull in 2 hours of maths class,

i guess that moment makes my brain so refreshed n get a new spirit..

hahaha, is it too much aka LEBAY?? well, that's happen when sum1 falling in love rite?? :P

this is the conversation between me n ariel....

when finished maths class, i still writting the notes on the board but Ariel had finished writting...

A: (Walking around "maju mundur ngga jelas" in front of me)

"Tiara, gw duluan yah!" (he said that after a few seconds walking round)

T: Oh, Okay :D

then i go donwstairs, and i saw ARIEL still in the ssc's living room..

and the first thing in my mind " what is he doing here? why is he still in here?"

hahaha, is he waiting for me? *in my dreams*

coz i have nothing to do, i just leave an says goodbye to everybody there..

n ariel is in front of me that time..

he was going to his motorcycle n i was walking to the main street..

suddenly..

A: mau bareng ngga??

T: hah? ngga ah, nanti ngerepotin lagii..

A: yakin ngga mau bareng? *smiling* <>

T: serius ngga ngerepotin? mank lo mau nganterin sampe mana?

A: yaelah, lah mank lo perlunya sampe mana?

T: kebetulan nyokap gw udah jemput di bank mandiri sih. hehehe

actually i wanna say : " sampe rumah dunk pliss, plisss!!" hahaha..

A: oh, bank mandiri kyak yg kmaren kan? okok..

T: bneran gpp nih? hujan lho, nanti lo jdinya lebih kehujanan lho!

A: udah gpp..

in the motorcycle

T: lo ikut yg persiapan itb ngga sih ril?

A: ikut gw, tinggal nunggu duitnya aja sih :D

T: gw kira yg ikut gw sama aji doank.

A: mank lo mau ambil jurusan apa??

T: teknik perminyakan..

A: wuidiiiihh..

T: lo ambil USM itb donk?

A: iya, lo ikut juga kan??

T: engga gw ikut yg kmitraan jadi tuh dapet dari kantor bokap githu deh coz kantornya ada kerja sama ma itb.

A: ohh, klo bokap gw gmna mau dapetnya yah, orang kerjanya di bank! hahaha..

dan sepanjang jalan kita ceritaaa teruss. haha, wat a lovely night.

tapi sayangnya cuma sebentar, akhirnya nyampe deh di dpan bank mandiri.

T: thanks yah ril :D

A: iya sama2, hati2 yah..

T: iya, lo juga hati2 yah. byee...

and when i when back, my father gave me 250 thousand rupiah for holiday!!

wuahh, wat a good night for me..

all i want to say is...

" Alhamdulillah, Thanks ya Allah. You gives a lot of hapiness today. Thanks for the wonderful night. But, please don't make dis the last miracle for me. Thank YOU so much :) "

i miss you.. T^T

hmm, i forgrt to write bout wat happened on Sunday :(

i met Rendy when i pass Jakarta street (on my way back from pelabuhan ratu)

i just saw him for a few seconds, and it's only from sides angle..

really miss him right now..

when i saw him, it feels like i wanna hug him you know..

seriously, i miss all de moment that i have with him..

i miss his voice, when he called me an asked my phone number (but i get it wrong bcoz i missed 1 number at the back)

i miss his attention, he followed me (when i have a reunion wif my close friends) just want to be close with me, he followed me until i have finished the reunion :(

i miss all bout him lah :((

am i stupid for dat??

i can't help dis feeling. it's hard to forget bout him, i dunno why..

ren, seandainya lo bukan cowok yg ngga bener mungkin gw ngga bakal ngerasa sakit kyak gini..

missing you so badly T^T

you make me smile again :)

it happens 2 days ago, while i had to take TPA test in SSC..

i take the test for about 3 hours..

ahh, wat a tiring job..

hmm, when i busy trying to get the answer for the stupid test, my teacher is trying to call ariel..

first thing on my mind : GOSH, will he comes here tonight?? please no..

but the fact is diferrent from wat i think..

he said to my teacher that he will come to SSC..

my first reaction : finish my TPA as fast as i can, so i would not go to the same class together with him..

and i made it. i'm de one dat come in the class first.

my teacher asked me to sit on de back beside Riza. no longer after that, ariel came.

unexpectedly, my teacher ordered him to sit on the back, and ask riza to moves.

i was like, OH MY GOD!! is dis a disaster or wat??

haha, i'm really scared that time..

tapi ternyata semua baik2 aja. dan yg bikin gw seneng, dia kembali kyak dulu, ngga dingin lagi sama gw. he just the way he was :)

thanks God, you have answered my prayer.

dan 1 lagi yang bikin gw seneng, muka dia lucu bgt pas dia juga ngga tau bacaan yg ada di soal bahasa inggris!! can't forget bout it XDXD

and de last, Mrs.Nurul says "Tiara sama Ariel harusnya udah jago yah bahasa inggrisnya!!"

i dun get it wat she means actually..

dan gw juga ngga tau knapa hari itu banyak hal berkaitan antara gw sama dia..

pas gw naik angkot yah, baru nengok ke kiri, yg gw liat muka dia pas lagi naik motor (kebetulan motornya disamping angkot gw) XDXD

hmm, i dunno wat is that all about..

but, i would like to say thanks to God coz God ansewered my prayer already :)

and thanks to Ariel dat he's come back..!! i wish dat u always stay the same X)

Your Face, Your Attendance, Your Atitude is hurting me RiL..!!

it started when my brother gives comment in my quiz..

the quiz is bout "how's your mate looks like?"

my brother comment: "WOW, this is exactly how's ariel looks like, your friend in your toution SSC"

the bad thing is, i just added him the day before that comment appear..

and he accept the request 2hours AFTER the comment had been published..

i dunno whether he's using phone or web. but i guess he read dat comment already..

how can I say dat? hmm, i just know from his reaction after that incident.

and you know wat, he's changed!! it hurts so bad..

the first changes..

T : ril, do you want to copy this modul like the others??

A: hmm, later on may be *flat face* (usually he answers like "ok lah, as long it's not bothering you")

T: r u sure?? hmm coz i wanna copy dis modul for the others too..

A: hmm, ok then *still with no expression*

the second changes..

it happened yesterday..

while i waited for my friends to start the class in the lobby, he came..

when he passed me, he dun say any words, not even look at me..

gosh, do i looks very disgusting in his eyes??

the third changes..

usually he like to join my class after consule with the other teacher..

but yesterday, after he had finish consulting, he did not join mya class..

he went back home..

hmmmffh, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!

is this bcoz you know dat i have a crush on you boy?!

don't you know dat your attitude is hurting me??

i want you to be the same like before..

eventhough there's no place for me in your heart, at least i'm exist in your life ril..

as a close friend maybe, or just a friend..

but not a stranger for you.. (like rite now)

Plis dun change :'(

ShouLD i feel Happy, Sad or Wat?! :(

I dunno wat should i do now..

happy like princess meet her prince..

or crying bcoz thinking dat her prince is too perfect for her??

God, i can't get wat u mean by the incident dat happen tonight..

thank you so much dat U gives the opportunity for me to join his ride..

I really really happy tonight, it's like a miracle for me :)

well, this is de story bout that special moment (for me)..

this incident start when i finish my toution in SSC..

well, there are only 3 peolpe dat entering class today..

me, Ariel and Aziz..

i'm the one who leave dat building first coz i have to catch 'angkot'..

ariel and aziz ride their motorcycle..

while i had walked for a few minutes, aziz passed me by..

he said "hey Tiara, i'm going home yah!!"

and i replied "oh, okok :) "

no longer after dat, Ariel came and passed me..

He did not said anything, did not look at me either..

aih, YOU ARE SO MEAN lah!! <<>

I really fed up with his attitude that time..

then, i continue walking..

HEH?? i was so SHOCK when i saw ariel is in front of me..

i saw him open his bag and searching for something..

so, when i passed him, i ask him..

T: hayo, apa yg ketinggalan??

A: engga, ga ada kok. oh iya, lo pulang naik apa?

T: pake angkot. tuh angkotnya (mbil nunjuk angkot di seberang)

A: hmm, mank alamat lo dimana?

T: In cikunir, jl. jakarta. tau ngga??

A: itu dimana yah? yaudah, ayo bareng aja..

T: serius? ngga ngerepotin?

A: engga kok.

T: okok, tpi gw nebeng mpe bank mandiri aja yah :)

A: bank mandiri ptung kuda 1 kan? ok...

then on the motorcycle..

Oh My God. I dunno wat should i do now..

it just like a dream for me. really, it's a miracle..

Thanks God..!! (hal yg gw pikirin pas di motor)

finally we arrived in the bank Mandiri..

T : Makasih yah, ril :D

A: iya, sama2..

T: sory ngerepotin.

A: iya gpp kok..

can't forget his face lahh >.<

but there sumthing dat makes me sad..

that happen when my mom said "jangan cerita2 ke banyak tmen kamu yah, nanti kamu malah diketawain, bgitu duank pke crita2."

gosh. after that i lost de spirit..

banyak yg lgsung kpikiran di otak gw..

" gw lebay bgt ga sih?? dianterin githu aja senengnya setengah mati!!"

"Ti, lo tuh PD BGT klo sampe mikir ariel punya perasaan yang sama kyak lo!!"

"hey, itu tuh bukan apa2. itu hal yang biasa. sumpah lo lebay abis!"

ahhh, i feel so frustrated lahh..

so many questions in my mind dat makes me feel down, down and down..

and all i do is crying when thinking bout dat incident..

but i'm still happy bcoz of ariel :)

huah, so sad T.T

you know what.??

guess, i'm the loneliest person in my sorrounding now..

huhuhu my friend dat i wrote in de blog b4, just got a new boyfriend..

i wonder what's wrong wif me?? am i freak? nerd? or what??

why can't i have a boyfriend like ma other friends?? (so desperate lah)

before i write dis blog, i was listening to aaron carter song..

the title is i'm all about you...

i dunno why i cried when i listening to dat song..

so touching lah..

(i wonder there's sum1 who will sing dat song for me) *TOO MUCH DREAMING*

huahh,,

so sad lah!!!

i think the girl dat aaron sings for is very lucky lah,,

coz aaron sings 'MENJIWAI BGTT'!! so swit lahh >.< *JEALOUS*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnipXd6tyJw

HE'S BACK T^T

my God,..

The boy dat already broke my heart is back into my life now.

what a nightmare. The thing is i still love him *stupidly* but, u must know dat he's a jerk. Last years, there were so many bad news about him.

i've heard dat he steal sumthing from market, smoking and also offered a ciggarate to a small children, and there's one more news dat really hurts 4 me which i can't tell it in this blog.

but, i really can't understand why am i still feels happy when i know dat he's back and looking for me.??

my friend told me so many things about him. She said dat this boy willing to do anything for me (i'm not really sure about that). but when she said that he climbed his roof for only for asking information bout me, i dunno y it feels like very touching. i never feel like dat b4, and i never think that anyone could do things like dat for me :(

honestly, from all of de man (not much lah, few only) that show their love to me, only him that does de sweetest thing 4 me. he is not show it from words, but he show it from his action, which is so different with the other man in my life.

BUT that was just de past.,.

NOW, i only hear stories bout him. the stories dat makes me feel the 'love' again. BUT, in de end it hurts me so bad, the fact is so different wif the story. My friend said dat he's still hoping and try to get the love back from me but in the reality, he NEVER SHOW UP!! i never see him. gimana caranya gw tau klo pengorbanan dia selama ini bneran?? sedangkan gw ngga pernah ngeliat dengan mata gw sendiri..

in third problem, i dunno who;s the one to blame. is it him = for not being gentle as a man. or my friend = if she tell the 'fake stories' about him..

why all of dis happen to me? for de second time, my heart torn into pieces. gw ngerasa kyak dbawa terbang tinggi dan langsung dijatuhin pas udah nyampe atas. sakiit bgt!!

if this boy wants to hurts my feeling, all i can say is YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY DO IT, BOY!! CONGRATULATIONS..

new class, new situation, but why they change the English Teacher?!

wuahhh, I'm in grade XII already..
being the oldest student in the school, would not be easy..
hehe, we must face UAN next year. [scared lah]

but, there's bothering my mind..
the first day of school, i was crying bcoz i really miss vecione..
the class I'm in now is VERY different with [V]C1..
XII IPA 3 is very quiet, and i think they all are smart people who doesn't like to joking around wif their surrounding!! :(

even though I've got class like dat, i still can try to enjoyed it.
i set my mind like " it's okay, bout the class. no need to worry, this is just the beginning. and you'll still have a great teacher to teach you"
i keep thinking bout that on the first day of school..

BUT, the bad news come..
the second day, there's one of my friend (from the other class) said to me that..
the English teacher's change, Mr.Arif didn't teach grade XII..
i feel really sad when i hear that..
i just feel dat dis is too much..
I've got a class like dat, and my favourite teacher didn't teach me in the last year of school..
for 1 last year, i dunno lah. maybe i will turn ro be a quiet girl..

huhu, miss vecione so bad..
there's no one will 'bully' me like Ardhan and adit.
there's no one who have an innocent face like ical.
i still remember the time in Bandung..
when i was crying dat time, and all of my friends in vecione trying hard to entertain me and makes me stop crying..
huhu, i will not forget bout you guys..

and the last.,..
i think i'm gonna miss my fav teacher..
besides his way of teaching, i also miss the time when he tell story bout his life, his advice that encourage me to be an optimistic person (thank you so much sir), and the last i will miss the time when he was teaching in XI IPA 1..
:(

no matter what class you in/teach now friend/sir..
i hope the situation in grade XI didn't change..
you will always be my favourite class and teacher..
hehehe :)

BEST CLASS TUTOR : Bu Ida Sri Handayani :)

dun want to feel disappointed again :(

hmmfh..

my mom said dat our family will spending time in BANDUNG next Saturday..

BUT, kyaknya gw ga bkal bisa ketemuan ma abang gw..

should i feel happy or what?!

knapa sih kyaknya gw ma abang gw ngga jodoh bgt buat ketemuan??

wanna cry rite now..

this are the moments where both of us can't meet,

pdahal waktu ma tempatnya mndukung bgt :

1. pas abang gw nginep di Thamrin, gw dah nyoba buat mikirin cara ksana, dan pas gw ketemu (hari terakhir dia di jakarta), ternyata dia harus pulang lebih awal dsaat gw masih ada di skul.

2. pas gw ngelayat sodara gw ( jadi sedihh T.T ) di Bandung. harusnya abang gw dateng, coz sodara gw yg mninggal itu sodara dari nyokap. sayangnya abang gw dsuruh jagain rumah. And gw baru tau pas gw telp dia n gw dah ada di Bandung.

3. another moment pas gw ke bandung, ngikut kka gw yang mau tes di ITB. momen yg bkin gw sakiit hati BGT, coz hotel yg gw tempatin letaknya deket bgt sama humz dia. Tapi 4 some reason ( which i can't tell in dis blog), gw ga bisa ketemu dia.

hal yg bikin gw sedih, sebelum gw dateng mlm2 ke bandung, siangnya abang gw dah main and jalan2 ma kka gw. gosh, jujur gw sempet iri bgt ma kka gw! N gw juga smpet kecewa krna dia ngga ke penginapan pas gw ma bokap dah nyampe.

4. setelah Altan disunat, keluarga dia dateng ke rumah gw buat ngejenguk. and, for once again he couldn't come bcoz dat day was he's graduation's day.

will next saturday be the fifth one??

mksud : akankah no 5 bkalan keiisi ma hari sabtu besok..

jujur, gw ngga mau itu sampe yang ke 5.

Itu bkalan mnyakitkan buat gw, karna sbelum nyokap bilang ttg itu..

abang gw dah ngerencanain mau nnton, jalan2, and foto bareng sama sodara2 yang lain pas gw dateng ke bandung liburan ini...

T.T

it's been a while i didn't write in dis blog :D

hmmm, there's a lot of event that happen since i didn't write dis blog..

wat ya..

well the first is my 17th birthday..

i celebrate it in school, wif my friends and Mrs. Situmorang :P

eventhough it is not a BIG PARTY but i really enjoy it..

unfortunately, i still have one regret in my birthday..

you know wat..

i didn't give my birthday cake to the person i admire aka my crush..

my god, i thought he didn't want the cake..

but the fact is different from wat i thought..

Pow, i'm so sorry, honestly i REALY want give u the cake..

but i was afraid dat u did not like it..

hmmfh, why can't we be a good friend like in elementary school??

miss that moment so much :(

and the 2nd is..

i had a fight mith my brother..

and dis is the worst of all..

we almost not contact each other for 1 week..

gosh, i was so frustrated that time.

but luckily we already act like usual..

:)

haha, dats all lah..

to tired to write..

maybe next time,

i will write more interesting and unforgetable moment in my life..

hahaha..

Semuanya Campur Aduk..

inget ga 1 bulan yang lalu ada apa??
ada STUDY TOUR!! dmana gw ketemuan sama abang gw..
ga nyangka yah dah 1 bulan beralu..

pasti pada nyangkanya gw bernostalgia yah sama abang gw ttg itu..
haha, salah klo pada mikir bgitu..
karna kenyataan nya jaauuuuh bgt dari itu..

hubungan gw ma abang gw dah ngga enak minggu2 ini..
and kmaren gw ma dia smsan tapi pke kta2 dingin..
R: cma mau ngasih tau klo gw dah bikin FB, ni e-mailnya ......
T: oo, bgus deh klo gitu
R: ooo gitu, thx bwat komentarnya
T: sama2
T: Dah gw add FB lo, tinggal di confirm
R: Ga janji bkalan gw confirm

gila yah, ga nyangka gw dia bkalan kya githu..
org sekitar gw yg nge add dia aja dah di confirm requestnya..
gw doank yang engga!!
baik bgt yah abang gw..

wajar ga sih klo gw nangis..
unexpected bgt, gw kira hri ni gw bisa smsan smbil inget2 1 bulan lalu..
tapi pkiran gw terlalu jauuuh..
T.T

pgen bgt bilang gni ma abang gw..
"thanks dah baik sama gw, and sory gw ngga bisa jadi ade yang baik buat lo!"

ga tau deh gw bakalan ikut ke Cirebon apa engga klo kya gni :'(

Yiipiiee, Mission Success

you know wat..
today is Mr. Arif's birthday..
actually his my fav teacher, so i plan to 'bully' him in his birthday :P

IN THE MORNING..
my god, i'm afraid dat today it's not his birthday..
so octa n i have to go to administration office to look about his data..
but, unfortunately the cupboard which is used to put the teacher's data is locked..
so we must wait for the 'leader' of TU,..
hmmfh..

the thing is, he didn't come!! we didn't see him until 6.30..
so i asked inna to type a birthday message for Mr.Arif (without say her name)
luckily, he reply the message..
so undirecly he proof dat today is really his birthday..
hoho,.

IN THE ENGLISH LAB..
first we take the listening test, after dat we start to do the plan..
daniel and kevin act like their in problems and they have fight at class..
and virdias act like he eat in class (we're not allowed to do dat)..
Mr.Arif mad wif his student attitude..
he was angry, and by that time daniel bring de cake to him..
and we all sing happy birthday for him..

hoho, he feels so happy bout dat..
he says "it is very touching for me!! thank you so much!!"
haha, i'm satisfied with the surprice party that vecione's done..

gud work guys...
hehe, love u all :D

so many tears fall off..

the last day in Bandung..
i've cried so many times, bcoz i know dat that day i cannot met my brother..
we have to go to ciwidey and it's to far from pasteur (my brother's house)
i really wants to meet him T.T

at TEH WALINI..
i asked to Mr.Arif where are we going after dis??
n then he said dat there's 2 option, cibaduyut or chiampelas..
i beg him to go to chiampelas so i can meet my brother..
he said dat he'll try to talk to the leader..

first, i'm so excited when my class tutor said dat we were going to chiampelas..
but at 18.30, i looked at the windows and suddenly i read jl.cibaduyut in one of the shop poster..
by that time, i called my brother to tell him not to go to chiampelas bcoz i already arrived in cibaduyut..
he says dat he will go to cibaduyut but i'm not allowed him..

IN CIBADUYUT..
i look around the cibaduyut's market wif my friends..
no longer i cried bcoz i miss my brother..
10 minutes later, i went back to the bus bcoz my tutor already called me..

IN THE BUS..
i cried n cried n cried..
then i called my bro to gave informasion dat i had left cibaduyut's market..
suddenly, he says dat he already near that place..
he asked me to look to the right..

i already do what he asked me to do..
but i didn't saw him!! i'm so desperate n cried..
i ask him, where r u??
he says, wait sis! just look to the right..

when i looked at the street, my brother was there..
he smiles n waves his hand..
and he wear the vest dat i bought 4 him..
gosh, it's really touching 4 me..

no longer he asked me to see to the left street..
but, i can't see him for that time..
and the tears fall really fast from my eyes..
cannot stop..
until a lot of my friends cheer me up..
thx for them :D

.. miss u bro ..

sad story in Bandung..!!

how to start yah??
well, 2 days ago i went 2 Bandung for Study Trip..

actually, the reason why i feel so excited about the study trip is bcoz i can meet my brother..
we had been promised to meet when i have a free time..

after visit sabuga, KAA, museum geologi, and gedung sate..
finally i arrived in wisma..
i called my brother straight away..
but he said that he couldn't come bcoz there's no vehicle in his house..
his parents used it for important things..

i was very disappointed that time..
i decided to take a bath..
no longer, after i had finished, my brother called me..
he said that he will be in wisma in 3 minutes..

after i had received his call, i ran fast to the gate..
finally i meet him..
I'm so happy that time..

i gave the present that i had bought in blok M..
n when he opens it, he surprised and say thanks wif his smile..
i will not 4get bout dat time..

we talked, laughing together, having fun but..
it's only for 30 minutes!! huhu, bcoz i need to go to the saung mang udjo (hate dat place T.T)
unfortunately, we have to separate that time..

my brother said that he will come back to my wisma at 9 o'clock (night)
but, that time i am still in saung mang udjo..
so we didn't met each other..
my brother must go back home bcoz it's too late,,

after he said dat i started to cry..
i dunno why..
i still miss him even though we had met already..

hard choices..

huhuhu..
Why there's an art class in school..
i love to see paintings or drawings..
but I CAN'T DRAW!!
pity me..
hiks"

hmm, there's sumthing i've got 2 tell u..
u knoe, ma sister ask me to take college in Malaysia..
so after grade XI, maybe i will go to college rite away..
without finishing ma high school..

i really dunno wat should i do..
i want to be a master chef, but i dun have any confidence..
i'm afraid there's too hard to get a job
if i graduate from that academic field (jurusan)..
huaa..

so sad the year XII soon will be graduate..
will the situation change??
hmm, let see!! haha..

.. angry with ma brother!! ..

dunno wat To do...!!

hmmfh, kmaren bru ja abang gw balik ke Bandung..
entah knapa pas dia di Jakarta pasti aja ADA HALANGANNYA bwat ktemuan
mank kaga ditakdirin kali yah!! huhu T.T

well, he will be in Jakarta on Saturday..
he wants 2 play wif her family in Dufan..
actually, he invites me to come also..
but UNFORTUNATELY Saturday is ma father's birthday..
My gosh, for once AGAIN i cannot meet him..
why yah??

in skuL..
i'm so FED UP wif the "human" attitude..
he's making me soo frustrated with him..
can't he just look at me and say hai or just smile??
can't imagine wat's on his mind..
i give up lah..
if dats de way he wants, i'll show it mine!!
wkwk, LEBAY..

btw, i miss ma friend in MIGS soo much..
actually, i can talk wif them in Facebook..
but, i'm 2 afraid to start the conversation..
my English is not good as they are..
they still remember me or not ya??
huhu..

..gotta sleep..

KESEL, SEBEL, PENGEN NANGIS TT_TT

hari ni hari terakhir abang gw liburan di Jakarta..

Seneng deh pas abang gw bilang klo pulangnya jdi jam 5..

gw janjian gitu mau ktemuan bareng pas plg skul..

Pagi2 gw dah nyampe skul, skolah masih gelap..

yang ada cma si 'manusia' itu..

ngga guna juga!!! hmfh..

alhasil gw ngobrol aja ma abang gw lewat telpon..

lama beut dah gw ngobrol ma dia, ktawa2, kocak dah..

untung nya pulsa cma kna dikit!! hoho..

Tapi kceriaan gw cma mpe dsitu..

tiba2 kka gw sms mnta di jemput jam 2.30..

n abang gw bilang, klo dia bkalan plg abis jam mkn siang..

huaa, kesel gw T.T

Can't sleep 0_0

Aduuuh..
ngga bisa tidur euy..
pdahal bsok dah masuk skul..
kudu dateng lebih pagi pula, gara2 jam masuk jadi jam 6.30!!
SHOOT...

Ma brother already in Jakarta..
he stay in "cosmo apartment"
wish dat i could see him T.T

well, gotta start a new story in the skul..
hope nothing's bad happen tommorow n next..
honestly, i dun really feel the free time a.k.a holiday..
unexpected holiday..

Celebrating New Year..

gw seneeeng bgt..!! akhirnya gw bsa ke Bandung..

gw nginep dsana slama 2 hari n ngrayain mlm thun 

baru dsana :D

gw ngrayain thun baru di gdung merdeka..

Dan yang buat gw seneng, gw ngrayainnya bareng

ma abang gw!! wat a happy night..

the problem is, gw cma 15 mnit ktemuan ma dia..

wktu yg sangat singkat, pdahal gw pngen cerita banyaak bgt

ma dia!! hmm, really miss him soo much..

paginya dia ngajakin main di rmahnya, sampe2 mau

jemput gw di hotel..

sayangnya gw ga bsa, cuz gw dah hrus cek out TToTT

SIAL!!

senin mpe jum'at depan dia mau ke jkarta..

tpi itu jauh bgt, di thamrin..

bisa ngga yah gw ktemu sma dia minggu bsok??

i REALLY hope so..

.. i miss u bro ..