The Reality that Hurts

it's kinda hard to start the story,okay just say that you already know that my position is getting closer with Tiok. Before i have Geladi in Bali, he gave me a bracelet and say he only gave that for a special person in his life.

But the problems started to come when i was in Bali and he was in Solo..
it's lack of communication..
then there are time when i was asking bout what will gonna happen next time we met (it's like on September), that time i was so disappointed with his answer.
I need him to convince me to keep in this feeling until September, but it is not his answer :')

Then when i'm in the middle of this 'flat feeling', there were someone who took my sight. 
Someone that i think he's kinda mysterious, like there is something that i don't know about him, and if i may i wanna know about it.

first time i met that boy, it was the opening of Geladi. 
he was sitting right behind me, then wen i want to leaned on my chair, he was resting using my chair so by that time we made the first interaction. Then he asked for tissue to me because that time he catch a cold..
that is the first time and day i met him..

then at the night i was dreaming about him that we are gonna be in one team at geladi, and my dream was right. we are in the same division called FTTH (Fiber To The Home). then my interest started to grow more and more..

i don't understand why, but sumtimes i feel so comfortable when he's around, especially when we are doing the prayer together, i feel safe behind him.
then he always makes me laugh with his silly jokes, and his cute face when he fall asleep. and by the time i'm with him, i never think about my problems with Tiok..
i just think that, it will be nice if i can get closer with this mysterious boy, but i am not sure whether is it possible or not :')

ohiya there are some similarity between the mysterious boy with tiok..
first, they love photography
second, they birth year is the same (1991)
third, their birth month same ( him : 23 August , tiok 10 August)

and i don;t know why is it the same -m-