SEMUA INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA!!! HAHAHAII..

Y I'm in Looveee.. Y

wat a wonderful night..!!!

wont forget bout yesterday lah, Wednesday 30 des 2009 at 8pm..

i feel like wanna ; the moment when i have with him!! XDXD

hmm, actually this the 2nd time..

hehehe, a simple things but just like a miracle for me.

ARIEL OFFER ME A RIDE FOR THE SECOND TIME!! LOL, simple things rite?

but, i feels so happy XDXD

after being so stressfull in 2 hours of maths class,

i guess that moment makes my brain so refreshed n get a new spirit..

hahaha, is it too much aka LEBAY?? well, that's happen when sum1 falling in love rite?? :P

this is the conversation between me n ariel....

when finished maths class, i still writting the notes on the board but Ariel had finished writting...

A: (Walking around "maju mundur ngga jelas" in front of me)

"Tiara, gw duluan yah!" (he said that after a few seconds walking round)

T: Oh, Okay :D

then i go donwstairs, and i saw ARIEL still in the ssc's living room..

and the first thing in my mind " what is he doing here? why is he still in here?"

hahaha, is he waiting for me? *in my dreams*

coz i have nothing to do, i just leave an says goodbye to everybody there..

n ariel is in front of me that time..

he was going to his motorcycle n i was walking to the main street..

suddenly..

A: mau bareng ngga??

T: hah? ngga ah, nanti ngerepotin lagii..

A: yakin ngga mau bareng? *smiling* <>

T: serius ngga ngerepotin? mank lo mau nganterin sampe mana?

A: yaelah, lah mank lo perlunya sampe mana?

T: kebetulan nyokap gw udah jemput di bank mandiri sih. hehehe

actually i wanna say : " sampe rumah dunk pliss, plisss!!" hahaha..

A: oh, bank mandiri kyak yg kmaren kan? okok..

T: bneran gpp nih? hujan lho, nanti lo jdinya lebih kehujanan lho!

A: udah gpp..

in the motorcycle

T: lo ikut yg persiapan itb ngga sih ril?

A: ikut gw, tinggal nunggu duitnya aja sih :D

T: gw kira yg ikut gw sama aji doank.

A: mank lo mau ambil jurusan apa??

T: teknik perminyakan..

A: wuidiiiihh..

T: lo ambil USM itb donk?

A: iya, lo ikut juga kan??

T: engga gw ikut yg kmitraan jadi tuh dapet dari kantor bokap githu deh coz kantornya ada kerja sama ma itb.

A: ohh, klo bokap gw gmna mau dapetnya yah, orang kerjanya di bank! hahaha..

dan sepanjang jalan kita ceritaaa teruss. haha, wat a lovely night.

tapi sayangnya cuma sebentar, akhirnya nyampe deh di dpan bank mandiri.

T: thanks yah ril :D

A: iya sama2, hati2 yah..

T: iya, lo juga hati2 yah. byee...

and when i when back, my father gave me 250 thousand rupiah for holiday!!

wuahh, wat a good night for me..

all i want to say is...

" Alhamdulillah, Thanks ya Allah. You gives a lot of hapiness today. Thanks for the wonderful night. But, please don't make dis the last miracle for me. Thank YOU so much :) "

i miss you.. T^T

hmm, i forgrt to write bout wat happened on Sunday :(

i met Rendy when i pass Jakarta street (on my way back from pelabuhan ratu)

i just saw him for a few seconds, and it's only from sides angle..

really miss him right now..

when i saw him, it feels like i wanna hug him you know..

seriously, i miss all de moment that i have with him..

i miss his voice, when he called me an asked my phone number (but i get it wrong bcoz i missed 1 number at the back)

i miss his attention, he followed me (when i have a reunion wif my close friends) just want to be close with me, he followed me until i have finished the reunion :(

i miss all bout him lah :((

am i stupid for dat??

i can't help dis feeling. it's hard to forget bout him, i dunno why..

ren, seandainya lo bukan cowok yg ngga bener mungkin gw ngga bakal ngerasa sakit kyak gini..

missing you so badly T^T

you make me smile again :)

it happens 2 days ago, while i had to take TPA test in SSC..

i take the test for about 3 hours..

ahh, wat a tiring job..

hmm, when i busy trying to get the answer for the stupid test, my teacher is trying to call ariel..

first thing on my mind : GOSH, will he comes here tonight?? please no..

but the fact is diferrent from wat i think..

he said to my teacher that he will come to SSC..

my first reaction : finish my TPA as fast as i can, so i would not go to the same class together with him..

and i made it. i'm de one dat come in the class first.

my teacher asked me to sit on de back beside Riza. no longer after that, ariel came.

unexpectedly, my teacher ordered him to sit on the back, and ask riza to moves.

i was like, OH MY GOD!! is dis a disaster or wat??

haha, i'm really scared that time..

tapi ternyata semua baik2 aja. dan yg bikin gw seneng, dia kembali kyak dulu, ngga dingin lagi sama gw. he just the way he was :)

thanks God, you have answered my prayer.

dan 1 lagi yang bikin gw seneng, muka dia lucu bgt pas dia juga ngga tau bacaan yg ada di soal bahasa inggris!! can't forget bout it XDXD

and de last, Mrs.Nurul says "Tiara sama Ariel harusnya udah jago yah bahasa inggrisnya!!"

i dun get it wat she means actually..

dan gw juga ngga tau knapa hari itu banyak hal berkaitan antara gw sama dia..

pas gw naik angkot yah, baru nengok ke kiri, yg gw liat muka dia pas lagi naik motor (kebetulan motornya disamping angkot gw) XDXD

hmm, i dunno wat is that all about..

but, i would like to say thanks to God coz God ansewered my prayer already :)

and thanks to Ariel dat he's come back..!! i wish dat u always stay the same X)

Your Face, Your Attendance, Your Atitude is hurting me RiL..!!

it started when my brother gives comment in my quiz..

the quiz is bout "how's your mate looks like?"

my brother comment: "WOW, this is exactly how's ariel looks like, your friend in your toution SSC"

the bad thing is, i just added him the day before that comment appear..

and he accept the request 2hours AFTER the comment had been published..

i dunno whether he's using phone or web. but i guess he read dat comment already..

how can I say dat? hmm, i just know from his reaction after that incident.

and you know wat, he's changed!! it hurts so bad..

the first changes..

T : ril, do you want to copy this modul like the others??

A: hmm, later on may be *flat face* (usually he answers like "ok lah, as long it's not bothering you")

T: r u sure?? hmm coz i wanna copy dis modul for the others too..

A: hmm, ok then *still with no expression*

the second changes..

it happened yesterday..

while i waited for my friends to start the class in the lobby, he came..

when he passed me, he dun say any words, not even look at me..

gosh, do i looks very disgusting in his eyes??

the third changes..

usually he like to join my class after consule with the other teacher..

but yesterday, after he had finish consulting, he did not join mya class..

he went back home..

hmmmffh, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!

is this bcoz you know dat i have a crush on you boy?!

don't you know dat your attitude is hurting me??

i want you to be the same like before..

eventhough there's no place for me in your heart, at least i'm exist in your life ril..

as a close friend maybe, or just a friend..

but not a stranger for you.. (like rite now)

Plis dun change :'(