hard choices..

huhuhu..
Why there's an art class in school..
i love to see paintings or drawings..
but I CAN'T DRAW!!
pity me..
hiks"

hmm, there's sumthing i've got 2 tell u..
u knoe, ma sister ask me to take college in Malaysia..
so after grade XI, maybe i will go to college rite away..
without finishing ma high school..

i really dunno wat should i do..
i want to be a master chef, but i dun have any confidence..
i'm afraid there's too hard to get a job
if i graduate from that academic field (jurusan)..
huaa..

so sad the year XII soon will be graduate..
will the situation change??
hmm, let see!! haha..

.. angry with ma brother!! ..

dunno wat To do...!!

hmmfh, kmaren bru ja abang gw balik ke Bandung..
entah knapa pas dia di Jakarta pasti aja ADA HALANGANNYA bwat ktemuan
mank kaga ditakdirin kali yah!! huhu T.T

well, he will be in Jakarta on Saturday..
he wants 2 play wif her family in Dufan..
actually, he invites me to come also..
but UNFORTUNATELY Saturday is ma father's birthday..
My gosh, for once AGAIN i cannot meet him..
why yah??

in skuL..
i'm so FED UP wif the "human" attitude..
he's making me soo frustrated with him..
can't he just look at me and say hai or just smile??
can't imagine wat's on his mind..
i give up lah..
if dats de way he wants, i'll show it mine!!
wkwk, LEBAY..

btw, i miss ma friend in MIGS soo much..
actually, i can talk wif them in Facebook..
but, i'm 2 afraid to start the conversation..
my English is not good as they are..
they still remember me or not ya??
huhu..

..gotta sleep..

KESEL, SEBEL, PENGEN NANGIS TT_TT

hari ni hari terakhir abang gw liburan di Jakarta..

Seneng deh pas abang gw bilang klo pulangnya jdi jam 5..

gw janjian gitu mau ktemuan bareng pas plg skul..

Pagi2 gw dah nyampe skul, skolah masih gelap..

yang ada cma si 'manusia' itu..

ngga guna juga!!! hmfh..

alhasil gw ngobrol aja ma abang gw lewat telpon..

lama beut dah gw ngobrol ma dia, ktawa2, kocak dah..

untung nya pulsa cma kna dikit!! hoho..

Tapi kceriaan gw cma mpe dsitu..

tiba2 kka gw sms mnta di jemput jam 2.30..

n abang gw bilang, klo dia bkalan plg abis jam mkn siang..

huaa, kesel gw T.T

Can't sleep 0_0

Aduuuh..
ngga bisa tidur euy..
pdahal bsok dah masuk skul..
kudu dateng lebih pagi pula, gara2 jam masuk jadi jam 6.30!!
SHOOT...

Ma brother already in Jakarta..
he stay in "cosmo apartment"
wish dat i could see him T.T

well, gotta start a new story in the skul..
hope nothing's bad happen tommorow n next..
honestly, i dun really feel the free time a.k.a holiday..
unexpected holiday..