so many tears fall off..

the last day in Bandung..
i've cried so many times, bcoz i know dat that day i cannot met my brother..
we have to go to ciwidey and it's to far from pasteur (my brother's house)
i really wants to meet him T.T

at TEH WALINI..
i asked to Mr.Arif where are we going after dis??
n then he said dat there's 2 option, cibaduyut or chiampelas..
i beg him to go to chiampelas so i can meet my brother..
he said dat he'll try to talk to the leader..

first, i'm so excited when my class tutor said dat we were going to chiampelas..
but at 18.30, i looked at the windows and suddenly i read jl.cibaduyut in one of the shop poster..
by that time, i called my brother to tell him not to go to chiampelas bcoz i already arrived in cibaduyut..
he says dat he will go to cibaduyut but i'm not allowed him..

IN CIBADUYUT..
i look around the cibaduyut's market wif my friends..
no longer i cried bcoz i miss my brother..
10 minutes later, i went back to the bus bcoz my tutor already called me..

IN THE BUS..
i cried n cried n cried..
then i called my bro to gave informasion dat i had left cibaduyut's market..
suddenly, he says dat he already near that place..
he asked me to look to the right..

i already do what he asked me to do..
but i didn't saw him!! i'm so desperate n cried..
i ask him, where r u??
he says, wait sis! just look to the right..

when i looked at the street, my brother was there..
he smiles n waves his hand..
and he wear the vest dat i bought 4 him..
gosh, it's really touching 4 me..

no longer he asked me to see to the left street..
but, i can't see him for that time..
and the tears fall really fast from my eyes..
cannot stop..
until a lot of my friends cheer me up..
thx for them :D

.. miss u bro ..

sad story in Bandung..!!

how to start yah??
well, 2 days ago i went 2 Bandung for Study Trip..

actually, the reason why i feel so excited about the study trip is bcoz i can meet my brother..
we had been promised to meet when i have a free time..

after visit sabuga, KAA, museum geologi, and gedung sate..
finally i arrived in wisma..
i called my brother straight away..
but he said that he couldn't come bcoz there's no vehicle in his house..
his parents used it for important things..

i was very disappointed that time..
i decided to take a bath..
no longer, after i had finished, my brother called me..
he said that he will be in wisma in 3 minutes..

after i had received his call, i ran fast to the gate..
finally i meet him..
I'm so happy that time..

i gave the present that i had bought in blok M..
n when he opens it, he surprised and say thanks wif his smile..
i will not 4get bout dat time..

we talked, laughing together, having fun but..
it's only for 30 minutes!! huhu, bcoz i need to go to the saung mang udjo (hate dat place T.T)
unfortunately, we have to separate that time..

my brother said that he will come back to my wisma at 9 o'clock (night)
but, that time i am still in saung mang udjo..
so we didn't met each other..
my brother must go back home bcoz it's too late,,

after he said dat i started to cry..
i dunno why..
i still miss him even though we had met already..

hard choices..

huhuhu..
Why there's an art class in school..
i love to see paintings or drawings..
but I CAN'T DRAW!!
pity me..
hiks"

hmm, there's sumthing i've got 2 tell u..
u knoe, ma sister ask me to take college in Malaysia..
so after grade XI, maybe i will go to college rite away..
without finishing ma high school..

i really dunno wat should i do..
i want to be a master chef, but i dun have any confidence..
i'm afraid there's too hard to get a job
if i graduate from that academic field (jurusan)..
huaa..

so sad the year XII soon will be graduate..
will the situation change??
hmm, let see!! haha..

.. angry with ma brother!! ..

dunno wat To do...!!

hmmfh, kmaren bru ja abang gw balik ke Bandung..
entah knapa pas dia di Jakarta pasti aja ADA HALANGANNYA bwat ktemuan
mank kaga ditakdirin kali yah!! huhu T.T

well, he will be in Jakarta on Saturday..
he wants 2 play wif her family in Dufan..
actually, he invites me to come also..
but UNFORTUNATELY Saturday is ma father's birthday..
My gosh, for once AGAIN i cannot meet him..
why yah??

in skuL..
i'm so FED UP wif the "human" attitude..
he's making me soo frustrated with him..
can't he just look at me and say hai or just smile??
can't imagine wat's on his mind..
i give up lah..
if dats de way he wants, i'll show it mine!!
wkwk, LEBAY..

btw, i miss ma friend in MIGS soo much..
actually, i can talk wif them in Facebook..
but, i'm 2 afraid to start the conversation..
my English is not good as they are..
they still remember me or not ya??
huhu..

..gotta sleep..