it become worse..

My God, this week makes me soo frustrated..
so many problems i must solve..

the first one is bout ma study..
i guess i need to study harder,
b'coz i get bad marks for almost all subjects in SCIENCE..
eventhough i got 80 in physics (for de 1st time)
i just can feel happy bout dat...

the 2nd problem it's about 'dat person'..
you know wat, after i have deleted his number..
he send me sms..
but i didn't reply it wif a nice words..

the thing is, i just want him to realize bout his attitude in school,,
that makes me angry wif him..
but the respond dat i get, is far away from wat i expected..
when i met him after i have the biology 'remedial' test..
he just stare at me, without saying any words..
DAMN..!!

hmmfh..
just give up..
i dunno wat should i do if i met him in school..
i really want to slap his face!! (hahaha, TOO MUCH a.k.a LEBAY)

huaah, wat time is it??
how many our left to maghrib??
soo H****Y!!
hehe..

Wat a daY..!!

finally, ma brother and I already act like usual ^-^

although i was the one who's sending him sms first..

hehe..

(satnite..)

hmfh, nothing to do..

just going out wif ma parents and sista to Giant..

but, nothing special..

suddenly, i am thinking bout 'dat person' (OMG)

i dunno wat should i do!! 

so i talk to ma brother, and ask bout his advice..

he says: "last time i also act like dat, it's because I dun have

any confident to talk to the girl"

and then i ask him 'wat should i do then?'

he give me choices, and he explain bout all the consequences one by one..

after he had explained it all

finally, i made ma decision..

ma decision is : i must looking for another man, and forget all bout him!! 

it's the best way for me, for 'him', and for 'her'

haha, where's ma prince charming?? i'm waiting here :P

For ma brother : Thank you very much, bro!! hehe :D

ENTERTAIN me please..!!! =_=

wat a day..
hmmfh, i've got a bad marks for de biology test TToTT
i cried when i relize how stupid i am..
but, ma friends cheer me up..
thanks guys.

the other problem is..
I HATE MA 'BROTHER'..

for some reason!! which i cannot say in dis blog..
huff, dunno wat should i say to him..
everytime i try to talk to him,
he still cannot understand bout it..
i'm so tired to talk to you bro..

gezz, i need a fresh air..
too much problem..
can't sum1 entertain me please??


*wish you were here to entertain me  *

StiLL can't Understand bout wat Happen!! :-/

hmm..
i dunno why, i always thinking bout dis person these days..
just remember bout de memory in de past..
is it mean dat i miss him??
so confused..

sumtimes i think he treat me in a special way..
but i guess i'm wrong..
bcoz, the way dat he treat me in school is away different wif de way he talk to me in the sms..
does every boy like dat??


hmmfh..
now de situation much different..
last time, he always send me sms,
but now he never do dat again..

now, i still dunno wat to do..
i guess he never understand about wat i want for him..
i just want him to greet and talk to me in the school..
at least, treat me as a friend..
is it too much??
am i hopping too much for dat??