BirthdaY? happy or sad?? BOTH...!!!

huah, yesterday : 27 April 2010 it's my 18th birthday..

i really really wish dat there will be a surprised for me actually..

but it didn't happen yesterday. a bit disappointed. but now i've realize that..

"KONSEKUENSI ORANG JAIL ----> JARANG BGT DIJAILIN"

LOL, don't know why it hurts a bit for me :')

i always dream dat sumbody will get me pun'k or make a surprise party for me..

am i wrong for that?? is it wrong to dream bout dat?? :(

the happy moments dat i felt yesterday :

1. i've got so many birthday greetings from all my friends..

2. i celebrated it with my teachers (bu el, bu ida, bu tetty) and also with ranti, sari, and iin. hehe, have a great time with them in pizza hut PGC..

3. my family (eventhough it is not complete) wake me up at 12 o'clock and bring me cakes with candles to blow..

the SAD MOMENTS are :

1. i din't get a surprise party like i've dream de day b4 my birthday..

2. 2 person dat's important for me didn't realize dat yesterday is my birthday. they are my fav teacher, and a special friend of mine..

3. there are a lot of people who cried dat day. they are :

sari : coz of her marks

inna: bcoz she just broke up with yoshua

dhevita: coz her marks didn't passed the standart score to enter IPDN..

4. I DIDN'T CELEBRATE IT WITH MY CLOSE FRIENDS. hmmfh, kinda disappointed with dat.

so, SHOULD I FEEL HAPPY OR WHAT?!