Is it REAL or JUST ANOTHER CRUSH...??!! (part 2)

Flash Back :

the sweetest things dat he have said..

"udah ngga usa dibales aja smsnya tiara. apa biar aku telfon Yusuf nya biar dia ngga nelfon kamu lagi?"

But, no longer after dat...

i kinda confused with all his attention to me..

well, there's a gurl dat has the same name *almost* with him. well, the others like to match them up like a couple..

First i was okay with it, but then..

one dah we have to pay for english book, and (the girl ^^^^) didn't bring money for that, but no longer after that she accidently found some money in her pocket.

"wah, trnyata di dompet aku ada uangnya. hahahaha, nih aku bayar!!" she said

"tenang aja chi, kalo kamu ngga bawa juga bisa pake uang aku dulu kok!" he said

by that time i was like, what the hell??

in front of me you show dat kind of attention??

all day, i was soooo mad at him. but i dunno why, forgot also..

that madness gone..

then, the other problems come..

it starts when he said that he and nita (my other friend) was in de same room at the registration day. he wonder if anita knows dat.

then, when my friend said "ciye daus, sampe hafal. jgn2 ngincer nita nih"

his reaction is different like he use to react when people match him with uci..

his face is so serious dat time. but i can't figure out what's on his mind..

then the next day, nita sits beside him..

and he react so strange. *salting*

gosh, does he has a special feeling to nita??

T^T

but sometimes i feel like he giving some kind of a special attention to me..

they are :

1. he gives me the 1st cake in his birthday *i know it's the request from th class, but why would he wanna do dat if he doesn't like me? why don't he just gives the spoon not feeding me by himself!!

2. why he keep send me message, and always reply my messages (though it's not very urgent)

3. why he keep reminding me to eat, to take care myself, to drink medicine?

4. why he often say goodnight to me

aaaargh, i love you. though there's some guy who suddenly close to me. but you're the one that i think bout. you're message is the one that i waited for, and your love is what i am looking for..

DO YOU LOVE ME OR YOU JUST CONSIDERING ME AS A FRIEND?? DX