wake up, boy...!!

hmm, SNMPTN in coming up..

i'm so worry bout it. how if i failed to enter itb ?? :(

God, please help me, guide me to the best college for my future.

you know wat?!

i feel sad bout the result for the monday's TO..

actually i got 45% in dat TO (really happy with the result, hope i can do better in snmptn)

but that's not the point.

coz the reason da i feel upset about is about Ariel..

he used to beat my marks, but his marks is going down recently.

i wonder what is wrong with him. i hope he's okay..

and i really hope he can enter itb from snmptn. amin, cos i think he deserve to get it..

hmm, i feel sooo baad this week..

got a lot of depressing moment lately. feel like such a fool or sumthing..

hmm, am i that bad?? am i stupid? gosh, can't stand dis feeling any longer :(

BirthdaY? happy or sad?? BOTH...!!!

huah, yesterday : 27 April 2010 it's my 18th birthday..

i really really wish dat there will be a surprised for me actually..

but it didn't happen yesterday. a bit disappointed. but now i've realize that..

"KONSEKUENSI ORANG JAIL ----> JARANG BGT DIJAILIN"

LOL, don't know why it hurts a bit for me :')

i always dream dat sumbody will get me pun'k or make a surprise party for me..

am i wrong for that?? is it wrong to dream bout dat?? :(

the happy moments dat i felt yesterday :

1. i've got so many birthday greetings from all my friends..

2. i celebrated it with my teachers (bu el, bu ida, bu tetty) and also with ranti, sari, and iin. hehe, have a great time with them in pizza hut PGC..

3. my family (eventhough it is not complete) wake me up at 12 o'clock and bring me cakes with candles to blow..

the SAD MOMENTS are :

1. i din't get a surprise party like i've dream de day b4 my birthday..

2. 2 person dat's important for me didn't realize dat yesterday is my birthday. they are my fav teacher, and a special friend of mine..

3. there are a lot of people who cried dat day. they are :

sari : coz of her marks

inna: bcoz she just broke up with yoshua

dhevita: coz her marks didn't passed the standart score to enter IPDN..

4. I DIDN'T CELEBRATE IT WITH MY CLOSE FRIENDS. hmmfh, kinda disappointed with dat.

so, SHOULD I FEEL HAPPY OR WHAT?!

WHAT A TIRING DAY!! LOL

hmm, this is the second time i write bout Mr. Arif's birthday,..

kinda sad actually, coz this would be the last suprise dat i give for him..

(coz, i'll graduate this year "amin")

so, i have to leave the stories in high school and open a new book in the college..

okan, back to the topic..

ToDaY is MR. ARIF BIRTHDAY..

wow, i already preapared all of the things for the surprise party such as cake, 'snow spray', and a birthday trumpet..

i also already preapared the plans to get him pun'k..

BUT, there's some problem dat makes me think dat this surpise would not success..

starting from the cake which was ruin by inna's oppa, and also the looong "TALE" from MRS. Situmorang after school..

gosh, it was freaking me up.!! when my 'junior' send message like :" sis, the teacher is gone and i dunno where is he now". i was like shouted at my head " miss could you hurry up!! i have to do something important"

so, when she finished the tale, i ran to the first floor with inna, ayu, and iin. then i called mr. arif to asked bout his position that time. then he said "i'm in front of the art class".

when i look up, i saw him at the balcony. we were so panic, and we decide to separate.

inna and i was pick the cake from canteen, ayu and iin wa looking for friend that would help us for the surprised..

then we meet at the canteen, and start out mission..

we went upstair, and we light up the candle in the stairs. first, we want to shocked mr. arif by walk toward him with the cake..

but we could not make it coz the wind are too stroong and it always make the fire gone..

then, using the 2nd plan. i was the one who led him to the stairs with eyes closed. and by the time he opened his eyes, we sings happy birthday!! after he blow the candle, i sprayed him with the snow spray!! haha, that was fun!! REALLY. i'm de only one who did that (the others spray him after he shows from his expression that he's not angry with that spray) LOL..

hmm, I WILL NOT FORGET BOUT THAT,,

wat a great memories!! i'm gonna missed it after graduate from high school :')

and last, Mr. aris treat us for luch in ruspau ( canteen besides ruspau hospital )

wat a great dayy XD

The Event on The PaST..!!

haven't tell you the event in this month!

i haven't say HAPPY NEW YEAR also. Oh My God, it's been a long long time..

hmm, let see *trying to remember all of the events..*

memories on January :

the problem between me and my brother solved already..

then there are 2 unforgetable memories that i've got in January..

Yupz, It's bout HIM :)

On January 29th...

i have such a good time with him..

the third time he offered me a ride. But there's sumthing diffferent with this one..

hahaha, he sent me home for the first time!! coz it was raining. so HAPPY XD

finally he knows my house :P

On January 30th..

i was so tired that time, so i go straight to bad after PM..

the silly thing was i brushed my teeth before i take a nap!! :P

Then, at 7 pm my mom woke me up with a shocking reason!!

she said that there was my friend who waited for me outside my house.

and i was like " are you kidding me?? there's sumone who came to me in satnite??"

after wash my face, i walked toward the guess..

and i saw ARIEL in front of my house.!!

the dialogues between me and him..

T : heh..

A : (turn his body) jiah, baru bangun tidur!!

T : (ashamed) hahaha, iya capek bgtt.

A : thanks buat bukunya yah! (walk toward his motorcycle)

T : iya, sama2. ngga mampir dulu??

A : engga. ngapain (ugh, so deep -_-)

Lagian gw mau blajar ( i thought he wants to go to his GF's house)

Blajar gih sonoo!!

T : adahh, ngantuk ah!! hahaha..

A : yaudah yah, gw pergi dulu. makasih bukunya!

T : okay, hati2 yah..

hmm short dialogue but it's makes me feel so happy..

:)