dun want to feel disappointed again :(

hmmfh..

my mom said dat our family will spending time in BANDUNG next Saturday..

BUT, kyaknya gw ga bkal bisa ketemuan ma abang gw..

should i feel happy or what?!

knapa sih kyaknya gw ma abang gw ngga jodoh bgt buat ketemuan??

wanna cry rite now..

this are the moments where both of us can't meet,

pdahal waktu ma tempatnya mndukung bgt :

1. pas abang gw nginep di Thamrin, gw dah nyoba buat mikirin cara ksana, dan pas gw ketemu (hari terakhir dia di jakarta), ternyata dia harus pulang lebih awal dsaat gw masih ada di skul.

2. pas gw ngelayat sodara gw ( jadi sedihh T.T ) di Bandung. harusnya abang gw dateng, coz sodara gw yg mninggal itu sodara dari nyokap. sayangnya abang gw dsuruh jagain rumah. And gw baru tau pas gw telp dia n gw dah ada di Bandung.

3. another moment pas gw ke bandung, ngikut kka gw yang mau tes di ITB. momen yg bkin gw sakiit hati BGT, coz hotel yg gw tempatin letaknya deket bgt sama humz dia. Tapi 4 some reason ( which i can't tell in dis blog), gw ga bisa ketemu dia.

hal yg bikin gw sedih, sebelum gw dateng mlm2 ke bandung, siangnya abang gw dah main and jalan2 ma kka gw. gosh, jujur gw sempet iri bgt ma kka gw! N gw juga smpet kecewa krna dia ngga ke penginapan pas gw ma bokap dah nyampe.

4. setelah Altan disunat, keluarga dia dateng ke rumah gw buat ngejenguk. and, for once again he couldn't come bcoz dat day was he's graduation's day.

will next saturday be the fifth one??

mksud : akankah no 5 bkalan keiisi ma hari sabtu besok..

jujur, gw ngga mau itu sampe yang ke 5.

Itu bkalan mnyakitkan buat gw, karna sbelum nyokap bilang ttg itu..

abang gw dah ngerencanain mau nnton, jalan2, and foto bareng sama sodara2 yang lain pas gw dateng ke bandung liburan ini...

T.T

it's been a while i didn't write in dis blog :D

hmmm, there's a lot of event that happen since i didn't write dis blog..

wat ya..

well the first is my 17th birthday..

i celebrate it in school, wif my friends and Mrs. Situmorang :P

eventhough it is not a BIG PARTY but i really enjoy it..

unfortunately, i still have one regret in my birthday..

you know wat..

i didn't give my birthday cake to the person i admire aka my crush..

my god, i thought he didn't want the cake..

but the fact is different from wat i thought..

Pow, i'm so sorry, honestly i REALY want give u the cake..

but i was afraid dat u did not like it..

hmmfh, why can't we be a good friend like in elementary school??

miss that moment so much :(

and the 2nd is..

i had a fight mith my brother..

and dis is the worst of all..

we almost not contact each other for 1 week..

gosh, i was so frustrated that time.

but luckily we already act like usual..

:)

haha, dats all lah..

to tired to write..

maybe next time,

i will write more interesting and unforgetable moment in my life..

hahaha..

Semuanya Campur Aduk..

inget ga 1 bulan yang lalu ada apa??
ada STUDY TOUR!! dmana gw ketemuan sama abang gw..
ga nyangka yah dah 1 bulan beralu..

pasti pada nyangkanya gw bernostalgia yah sama abang gw ttg itu..
haha, salah klo pada mikir bgitu..
karna kenyataan nya jaauuuuh bgt dari itu..

hubungan gw ma abang gw dah ngga enak minggu2 ini..
and kmaren gw ma dia smsan tapi pke kta2 dingin..
R: cma mau ngasih tau klo gw dah bikin FB, ni e-mailnya ......
T: oo, bgus deh klo gitu
R: ooo gitu, thx bwat komentarnya
T: sama2
T: Dah gw add FB lo, tinggal di confirm
R: Ga janji bkalan gw confirm

gila yah, ga nyangka gw dia bkalan kya githu..
org sekitar gw yg nge add dia aja dah di confirm requestnya..
gw doank yang engga!!
baik bgt yah abang gw..

wajar ga sih klo gw nangis..
unexpected bgt, gw kira hri ni gw bisa smsan smbil inget2 1 bulan lalu..
tapi pkiran gw terlalu jauuuh..
T.T

pgen bgt bilang gni ma abang gw..
"thanks dah baik sama gw, and sory gw ngga bisa jadi ade yang baik buat lo!"

ga tau deh gw bakalan ikut ke Cirebon apa engga klo kya gni :'(

Yiipiiee, Mission Success

you know wat..
today is Mr. Arif's birthday..
actually his my fav teacher, so i plan to 'bully' him in his birthday :P

IN THE MORNING..
my god, i'm afraid dat today it's not his birthday..
so octa n i have to go to administration office to look about his data..
but, unfortunately the cupboard which is used to put the teacher's data is locked..
so we must wait for the 'leader' of TU,..
hmmfh..

the thing is, he didn't come!! we didn't see him until 6.30..
so i asked inna to type a birthday message for Mr.Arif (without say her name)
luckily, he reply the message..
so undirecly he proof dat today is really his birthday..
hoho,.

IN THE ENGLISH LAB..
first we take the listening test, after dat we start to do the plan..
daniel and kevin act like their in problems and they have fight at class..
and virdias act like he eat in class (we're not allowed to do dat)..
Mr.Arif mad wif his student attitude..
he was angry, and by that time daniel bring de cake to him..
and we all sing happy birthday for him..

hoho, he feels so happy bout dat..
he says "it is very touching for me!! thank you so much!!"
haha, i'm satisfied with the surprice party that vecione's done..

gud work guys...
hehe, love u all :D